sometimes when we touch

Heard this oldie in my office today and it was sung by Dan Hill. Think its a really beautiful song which touched my heart so I decided to put the lyrics on my blog.

Sometimes When We Touch - Dan Hill

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

I wish to have an extremely romantic relationship with her but yet doubts set in and I don't not know if she is able to love me.

This love-hate, bitter-sweet feeling is so overwhelming at times. I want to push her away. But yet wishes I don't have to do it. If only the doubts and fears can go away...If only...

Its no longer about methods and what you can do outwardly. There is still a remnant of love residing inside. A hope that everything will be alright. But I am really not sure...

On one hand, I really wish to drive her away, make myself give up on her. But yet on the other hand, I wish that I will keep on pursuing, prove to you I am true, convince her that I am worth giving the rest of your life to...

Perhaps things will be better if I don't do anything. Then maybe all these will fade away with time. I like to be a logical person. I don't like to be confused. But I really don't know if I can bear this feeling for now...

* End of my dramatic commentary. Any similarities to people living or dead is purely coincidental*

May everyone find their true love and don't let go when they do! =)